Category: Success Prosperity Synchronicity

‘Til Death Do Us Part

The One That Got Away…Is It A Rare Phenomenon Or Everyday Occurrence?

Surprisingly, I ran into three acquaintances, whom I’d be hard-pressed to recall their first names, who began to tell me their woes. And they were all the same! They were lamenting about the one who got away.

JIM’s REGRET

We’ll call him Jim. As I really do not know his first name. Jim’s retired, in his late sixties. He let me know he was feeling down. Now that he’s retired, he goes home to a wife that sits on the couch with the dog. He goes to the garage and thinks. He wonders about the “what ifs.” Once upon a time when he was a cocky twenty something, he dated a nice girl with a good family. Because he was full of himself, he broke it off with her, so he could play the field. He dated several girls until one became pregnant. He married her and the share a son. His wife centers her life around their son. This son has been in trouble with the law and now has another court date. Because she worked and retired also, she is footing the legal bill. Jim prefers not to be involved with that. He feels his son needs to learn his lesson. He finds himself fixated on finding his lost love. He put out some feelers, but old friends have lost touch with her. Since I’m younger and more tech savvy, I took the time to show him how easy it is to locate a previous address, phone numbers and family members online. He jotted down numbers and addresses. Afterwards I thought, “Is this common in longtime marriages?” Well…it maybe…

CATHY’s TRUE LOVE

Cathy’s story is very convoluted, quite melodramatic. An only child, who’s divorced parents passed her from state to state, she still pines for her High School boyfriend. She’s had umpteen marriages, looking more for a provider than love and companionship. In fact, several were “agreements.” Yes, she had at least one child with each marriage. One year, she made up her mind to return to the state of her High School flame. Though married, her intent was to find him, divorce her current husband and marry her old boyfriend. She succeeded. They were married seven years and had three children. But it fell apart. A lot of she said, he said. Much bickering, fighting – over money, kids and time. He found someone else and left her. Years passed and after a lot of name-calling, Cathy having words with his now wife, stalking on both sides, accusations of alleged drug use, he was found dead. Cathy was never told the cause of death, and no traditional funeral was held. Months later a “Celebration of life,” was held by invitation only. She was excluded. Cathy cried for days, and she still mourns seven years later. She told me that he “was the love of my life, he’s gone and nothing is important now.” Did I mention that she remarried years before he died and said this to me while her husband was home? Again, I said to myself “These are isolated incidences…” Perhaps…

CINDY’s SOULMATE

Cindy’s story is common; she married young to the first man who offered to take care of her. He promised she wouldn’t have to work or at least not hard. His family owned a business in an upscale part of town. He was 6 years older, appeared to be established. Unfortunately, after several years of marriage, the family business began to falter as the industry changed. He began to drink more, stay home more. She in turn had to really start working to pay bills and maintain the lifestyle she was accustomed to. But – wait she wasn’t accustomed to working. She divorced him. After looking for another “caregiver” and out with a friend of a friend, who happened to run into a buddy of his. Now these were working men out for a beer afterwork. And this buddy, good-looking BUT married, caught her eye. She made her play and wrecked his marriage. I know of this from several sources. Cindy insists he was a victim of abuse as he was a smaller man, and his wife would beat him. He divorced his wife, left his children for Cindy and they rented a home together. But Cindy wanted a provider, she wasn’t opposed to working one or two days a week but did so reluctantly. They fought, really fought, as his drinking and depression over child support, Cindy support and bills left him with no paycheck. They were losing the big home they rented; he couldn’t afford it. Did Cindy find full-time work? No. He committed suicide. Since then, every-man she tried to snag; men who appeared wealthy; who swore to take care of her, marry her-quickly reneged. As most men in their fifties are either married or going through a divorce. They need a companion, a partner, someone who cares and brings something to the table. Not takers. As for Cindy, she still talks about the one lost to suicide. How he was the perfect match for her – all the while living with her current man who will NOT marry her. Huh…

Never Pursue Your Dreams…Unless…

Don’t Buy Into Think And Grow Rich, Nor The Power Of Positive Thinking Nor Rich, Dad, Poor Dad!

I’m going to tell you the harsh truth. Never, ever pursue your dreams UNLESS you have fulfilled the following (see below article) criteria. If you squawk and attempt anyway here’s the short list of what will undoubtedly happen: you will fail. You will never make money, in fact the years chasing your dreams, could have been the earning years – yes, punching a timecard, yes, doing what you hate.

Do Not Attempt To Follow Your Dreams/Goals UNLESS You Meet These Criteria:

A) You Have Support

This may come in many forms; emotional/physical usually from your parents or grandparents. Or in the fairy tale form of a wealthy, childless benefactor. Someone who is dedicated in encouraging you, believing in you, guiding you and spending time with you. Taking you to and fro – without complaining. And hopefully funneling money into…

B) Education

Not the grade school/ high school variety. Not the local vocational school. You need lessons, whether it be creative – music, arts or practical – business, construction, you must have a higher education. You had better start early. You need all of the lessons, recognition, fearlessness at the youngest age possible. College, university, graduate school, more than a bachelors in something. You need a full-on master’s or several degrees to be impressive and command your area. Why? See next line.

C) Networking

With the support of A) your parents, etc., in addition to B) all of your extracurricular activities honing your craft or interests, combined with the wallop of an extensive higher education – all this leads to exposure. With this attention, from teachers, local admirers and for this article’s sake a letter of introduction from your benefactor – comes connections. If there’s enough financially invested, purchase a headhunter. This consummates into a ‘deal.’ A real Bonafide position in your choice of field. Make no mistake ALL of these are crucial to true financial and critical success.

D) Extrovert – Not Introvert

Waiting to be ‘discovered’ does not ever happen. You must be an extrovert. With the must-haves of A), B), and C) even the most introspective author, artist, musician or philosopher child prodigy will have the confidence and security to effortlessly present themselves. This perfect storm will seize success.

Where Is Talent?

Notice that talent is not on the list. Why? Shouldn’t that be first? Without a modicum of talent, how does one succeed? Have you forgotten that other old adage – practice makes perfect? If there is even a mustard seed of attention given to one subject; repeat this over time and you become an expert. Ask anyone who punches a timecard. They do the same job day after day and they too are an expert. So, it goes with talent. Is it not often said “a little talent goes a long way?”

Don’t Quit Your day Job – Get A Real Job

There is a reason why these phrases were coined. That reason? They are WISE. Learn from them. The world is not your oyster. Do not dismiss this, I’m parting wisdom upon you. Heed it. You must be pragmatic. Do not set yourself up for failure. Slow and steady wins the race. Work at what is practical in your part of the country. Keep contributing to your companies 401K or equivalent. Yes, you will always be a worker ant, never climbing up the ladder. But something happens after decade upon decade of working. Slowly but surely, you start to acquire things. Material things for sure like a home, a car maybe three, a motorcycle, a boat, jewelry, savings. It wasn’t want you anticipated for your life. But I’m sure you’ve heard the term “starving artist”? How many of those do you know? I know plenty. And I do not want you to be among them.

Women ARE Dirt…the real TRUTH

Yes, even your sisters…

What no one is talking about. What you won’t hear out loud. The backstabbing. The bad-mouthing. The conspiring. The phoniness. The pretense. The usury. The jealousy. The envy. The hatred. Why? Because women are competitive. They are enraged when outdone, even more so when it’s inadvertent. Be warned.

JELLY

Women co-workers, yes even those who you hang with on weekends and especially those with whom you luncheon together are right at this very moment-trying to get you fired. And it’s over that extra quarter an hour you make more than they do. It’s true; you’ve been alerted.

What about your life-long childhood friends? Remember those periods where you drifted apart and lost touch. Did that same friend keep in correspondence with others? Did they have outings and get-togethers? I’m willing to bet on it. You were excluded-most likely for the following reasons. Depending on if you are younger – you weren’t attractive enough: out of fashion/frumpy. And if you are not a magnet for men – they want nothing to do with you. They want women who will help them snag more men. It’s a sworn truth. If you are older: you lost weight and are now too attractive. You have too much – i.e., a good-looking man (immediate woman friend/sister killer), higher income, better car, own too many things (which they do not own). Ultimate instant woman friend fury- you have attractive, single men friends – whom you go out with and talk about it later.

Male Friends ARE Better

Having male friends are far better than having women friends. Male friends are just that. Men who are friendly, inclusive and genuine. If you are fortunate enough to have physically attractive men as friends, who have their own homes, several cars or trucks, motorcycles and the like- you are a TARGET of outrage from your so-called ‘women friends.’ They absolutely hate you passionately. They still want to connect with you in hopes of being invited to meet your male friends. How many times have they already asked? Worst yet, when you did introduce them – did your female friends suddenly ignore you? I’ll place money on it. If these men are co-workers, I’m throwing a dart that before your friendship was solidified, these same females either tried and failed to forge these same male friendships, or the male friends weren’t receptive. But once discovered, now these women want to be in your circle, too. But…they’ve approached these men without you. Your male friends let you know, most likely chuckling about it, not your women friends. There is a reason for it. Jelly- jealousy.

You Have What They Don’t And They Don’t Want YOU To Have It Either

If you are in a relationship, either established or blossoming- watch out. That nice acquaintance, schoolmate, best friend, favorite cousin or longtime co-worker will try to wreck it. Even your sister. They will flirt, proposition, try to corner him alone, sneakily ask for his number, try to pry information from him in an attempt to have secret knowledge. Or – the polar opposite, they mock YOU. You-with a good-looking man? Who are you kidding? Since when? Where did you meet him? He’ll never want you! If he has handsome friends, now you are in deep. These women are going to hound you, because you have discovered what they have been searching for. And they won’t have that. Suddenly, your inundated with inquiries about what you’re doing this weekend. Is so-and-so coming? As a test, let your female friends in on that yes, you are going out with the male group. Be careful not to invite nor give the time/place. If they call/text, get back hours later or even better, the next day. Elaborate on the awesome fun you had, give specifics. Afterall, have these same female friends invited you anywhere? Did you have to buy their tickets/dinner/gas/ride? How many times were you the instigator the designated driver? Did these women come to pick you up? Did these ‘friends’ help you move? Get a better position? Buy your way? Call you if you were ill?

Are You Aging Better?

It’s a thing. I had an ‘old friend’ repeatedly tell me – every single time she’d see me- that I ‘looked tired. Do you feel tired?’ Finally, I said something to her via text. She back peddled. I was disturbed by it and went to an acquaintance. I asked this woman, whom I had a rapport with, but still do not know her last name-what she made of this. Her response: “Are you aging better than she is? It’s a thing.” I had no idea that this could even be a topic. But as she delved into this, I came to the realization that I must be aging more gracefully. This was solidified when a male mechanic I see yearly, was astounded when he heard my age. His actual words were “How is that even possible?” I told him that there’s a special place in Heaven for him. A few days later I met up with that same insulting female friend. I wanted to tell her about his extreme compliment, but I did not think it necessary to wake up the sleeping dogs. To my female readers – watch your back, your women friends sure are.

Footnote: Over time, I’ve told several ‘women friends’ about this blog. Not one of them ever even asked what it was called, nor how to find it!

The Will – Bring Out The UGLY

Bring out your dead…and out come the wolves!

I found out the hard way; family doesn’t stick together once money – big or small is involved. All of the promises made by my siblings, their words given to me, meant nothing. They wanted their share. No matter that Dad is still alive and I’ve been taking care of my parent’s property, outbuildings, and any needs or wants prior to mom’s death. No, they “permitted” me to do these; while living their lives carefree, without thinking twice about who’s minding the store.

The Verbal Agreement

Over the decades, my older brother and sister repeatedly had told me that they both wanted me to have our childhood home. Afterall, they had families and homes of their own. They had each stressed all of the work, care, time and money that I had contributed to our parents’ lives. I of course, did this out of obedience both to God and my to parents. It is the fourth commandment.

Mom Died, Then My Sister

Once the initial shock of losing them both back-to-back, had begun to ease, Dad made an appointment with his senior attorney. I went with Dad. Not only did the will need to be totally redone, but all beneficiaries changed for life insurance policies, all titles such as house and cars needed to have a beneficiary named and a transfer upon death form completed. The same for all bank accounts, holdings, deposit boxes, etc. She wanted this done as soon as possible and gave him two weeks to execute this. Another thing the attorney stressed was the house. Unbeknownst to me, three years prior when mom and dad had their will done by this same attorney, an in-depth discussion ensued. And it revolved around me. For at that time, I had been giving mom one of my two-week paychecks. She needed it for her treatments. Her disease was rare called Pemphigoid, and her health care would not cover her care outside her network. And the specialist she needed was outside her care. At that point, she had received one thousand a month from me to cover her treatments, for the last three years. Mom had told me that she would apply this money to her ledger, and it would go against “buying out” my younger sister. For mom knew that she would not relent to my receiving the house without her due share. (I dismissed all of this. For I felt that mom and dad would live another decade or more. Why, because they had each other and I did most of the hard work. Also, my younger sister [by only a few years] had told me on several occasions that I should have the house. Thus, keeping it in the family.) Ironically, at this time period an old family friend was this attorney’s receptionist. This friend told me recently that the attorney, who rarely spoke her opinions to her staff, let everyone know how impressed she was. The fact that I helped my aging parents live their lives out in their own home, while doing all repairs and upkeep at my cost, plus helping mom survive. I won’t forget it, and neither did the attorney. I had never met her before this meeting, but she paused and said to dad that now we needed to talk about me.

How I Played A Major Role In The Will

During this time, my older sister was actively dying, though it was not immediately communicated to us. The attorney, who asked if any children were disabled, then learned of our oldest sister. She had a rare form of Alzheimer’s called Benson’s Syndrome. She would die two weeks later. Then the attorney went onto to say that the next order of business was to ensure that I get the family home. I did not yet know about the years earlier discussion with mom. Nor was I expecting a candid conversation about the ‘purchasing’ of the house from my siblings. I remained quiet. Listening to dad talk about how they all expected $50K each or $150K for the house, I became anxious. Yes, the house is worth an easy $450K, but I was told worst case scenario paying my younger sister $50K from my retirement savings. Again, when I retire, from my 401K earnings! We she asked me if I could do that, I then spoke up and said that my oldest sister and brother are foregoing their share, and I was expecting my other sister to follow suit. If she doesn’t, then mom said $50K for her. Dad said: ‘They may have said they wanted you to have it. Don’t count on it, people get funny when there’s a will.’

They Did Get Funny About Money

Almost instantaneously, my brother wanted his share, along with of course my younger sister. Once my older sister had died, then dad without hesitation, cut out her husband and son from the will. No possessions, nothing. Several trips back and forth to the attorney’s office. Many meetings with her team to sort out insurance payments, titles, transfer upon death forms. Dad was secretive about the doling out of their possessions. His closely regarded valuables, mom’s jewelry, heirlooms-were all pawns for him. One week this went to my brother, the next week, no. By cutting out my older sister, now everything was split three ways. Long ago it was decided by my parents to go by the taxes only, to keep the house purchase by me affordable. So the sum I needed to pay for each share? $66,667.00. You read that right…

Leverage

After receiving several nasty calls from my brother stating (without prompt or provocation) that he never said he was going to give his share to me. Just for him to do an about face here and there, I wasn’t sure who to trust. My younger sister couldn’t wait to shout: “I’m not getting screwed out of my inheritance!” That cemented it. I had to pay her. Meanwhile my deceased sister’s husband wanted to vouch for me. Her knew my sister had told him that she wanted to forgo her share for me. My cousin, second that. Word spread and my extended family learned of the drama over the will. Now, the attorney wanted a meeting to draw up a family agreement.

The Family Meeting

You could feel the chill. No one looked each other in the eyes. And as per usual, I had to pick my brother up and take him to the meeting. For years now, this had become a routine. But if he were to be a Judas to me – he can get his own ride! Dad said no. He claimed my brother was going to keep his word to me, though reluctantly. I had heatedly told dad the night before, if I was to be expected to pay out $134K, I might as well go to our nearest city. I could get two homes for that! No joke. I told him I’d move out and let my younger sister take care of him. For mom had told me at the most $50K for my sister. Thinking, for he knew the consequences, that he would wind up in a senior home, he became frightened. He told me later, that he called my brother and struck a bargain with him. If he kept his promise to me, dad would leave him his Model A, his tools, contracting equipment, guitar equipment and coin collection. But my brother demanded dad’s prized electric guitar, too. Dad would not relinquish the guitar, no that was dad’s leverage. Also, he proposed the $50K to my sister.

Back to the meeting, when the attorney asked if my brother wanted his share, he quietly said; “No.” Thank God. Now onto my sister. For clarification, there are seventeen barn cats on the property. I’ve taken care of them, too. Some are feral. All but one have been neutered or spayed. The oldest at that time was 17 years. She used them as collateral as leverage to get what she wanted. Extortion. It was ugly. She looked at the attorney and said, “I’ll take the $50,000 if she takes all but two of the cats to a no-kill shelter. What’s it going to be. The cats or the house?” I was not expecting such a low, manipulative, evil, disgusting, heartless blow from my own sister, who I doted on in her life. She’s sick, a bi-polar off her meds by her own admission. It was despicable. I stood up, I told her that she was not to touch those animals. I was ready to walk. I meant it. The attorney shouted for me to sit down. She said this is easy to rectify. You will pay her upon your father’s death $66,667.00. My sister smugly agreed to this.

Not Too Fast – Still Greedy

The attorney would get back to us in approximately 3 weeks, papers drawn each of us were to sign and it was written in stone. Oh, no. Three months went by, why? Because my brother and sister were bickering over the phone. My brother wanted to know why she was so greedy. They could each have received $33,000 from me. She took offense and called the attorney! She told the attorney that my brother needed his share! She stirred up more trouble. So, when I thought, I was going to sign the final papers, I was met with the question of buying my brother out for another $66.667.00! So $134K of my retirement. The answer was no. I stood up and said I’m done. She asked me to step out of the room while she spoke to dad. Later I was called in. Dad would add more of his savings to brother’s tally. This he felt, would level the shares. After we left, I let dad know that if they did not sign this agreement in the next two days, I was pulling out, moving out and I could care less. I meant it. Oh, they beat feet to sign it.

At What cost?

All of this to fulfill my promise to mom to keep it in the family. All this so I could leave it to my deceased sisters’ grandson. All of this nonsense so my dad could stay in his home. For I am just the curator, the steward, the target of contempt. This is a cautionary tale for you, please learn from it.

The Prosperity Code

1522460674865680015683I’ve discovered the real Prosperity code. I’m sure all of us have endured school kids in their cliques. Why are the rich kids in one the middle class kids in the other and the poor ostracized? I believe through my personal observations what I’ve read and what have come to understand and I know the real Prosperity code.

Yes it’s starts from infancy. Certain rules have to come into play for you to be insured prosperity. Before I list these things via stages in one’s life I must let you know that if you don’t have all of these qualities you may obtain them but it’s going to be very hard. But it’s not impossible, very much so an uphill battle.

Here’s the breakdown of what needs to come into play for you to have Prosperity real Prosperity financial and otherwise in life.

CHILDHOOD

You must be raised with a sense of security. You must be secure in your home life , your parents instilling in you that you can achieve oh you will be supplied All You Have No Lack your parents will handle all finances and you are insured of any success that you pursue. You have the freedom to choose and they will support you emotionally financially. You also need to be raised and ungodly home church-going preferably School Sunday School catechism the like. Your parents donate a lot to your church. not only in alms but also in time they’re active in the church community. As a result your naturally confident. You are selfish Sheard and so you surround yourself and are attracted to others who are self-assured hence the popular clique. This goes for girls and boys.

ADULTHOOD

You maintain this attitude this lifestyle this pattern into adulthood. The churchgoing you donate a lot you participate in church you socialize and you’re great at communicating. You donate to the church and I’m not talking $5 in the arms basket on talking much more because you’re making a hundred thousand plus if not more per year. You surround yourself with positive people who are prosperous as well. Here’s a big important one you have children! Even if they’re adopted fostered as long as you take these children to church and raise them in a Godly home the prosperity cycle continues.

FUTURE

The Perpetual cycle continues you give alms your donations are large you participate in church you have friends who are positive you raise your children with the same confidence and faith that you have that their future is assured and all is well they can pursue their goals their interest in there behind them 100%.

 

ANALYSIS

As I said if you do not have all these qualities if you do not have all these assets if these resources are not at your disposal, you may still achieve prosperity but several of these things must come into play. If you do not have parents who raised you with these qualities of confidence of Financial Security if you find a mentor to tutor you to help you and nurture you then it will counteract the lack of finances and Parenting.

if you do not go to church and give on regular basis but if you have a moral code that you abide by you can counteract this by giving to strangers and let me stress it must be strangers. Family and friends is a given you’re supposed to do that so there’s no benefit to come back to you.

If you have no children I’d suggest giving as much as you can financially to say the Saint Jude Foundation the Ronald McDonald House your local children’s hospital just so it has something to do with children.

Here’s something else about giving do not give the shirt off your back . So it’s admirable you must keep a portion for yourself in other words if you have $150 extra do not give it all away to family a friend or even an acquaintance and need. Do not even give it all to a stranger! Instead you give a portion if you want to give something large you give $50 of that hundred fifty you keep the other hundred for yourself for a rainy day. That is biblical you give a portion don’t leave yourself and want. I say this because most of us are not at the faith level to where we can give it all away and know it will all come back to us and its entirety for now follow this Prosperity code.

Also just a thought on College. How many of us know college grads graduates who have majored in this or that who have even a master’s degree and have not pursued a job in their field? Why? The majority that I have found lack the confidence the prosperity code confidence that they can get it they don’t have that confidence to go out of state to a bigger city that would employ them they don’t have that innate security. Because they were not raised within the prosperity code rules.

Now again I stress if you have some of these qualities from childhood from adulthood and now and in the future you can gain prosperity. Again I say it will be harder because you have to compensate for these deficits in whichever category you lack.

Ponder would have said and I’m sure you will be hard-pressed to prove me otherwise but I’m very interested in any ideas you have about prosperity.

 

Thank You

The Omnific Word

If only I knew how to pronounce it! I’ve been reading lately the Aquarian Gospel of Jesus. It’s extremely informative on so many different levels. The main one of course is that Jesus heals , Jesus raises the dead, Jesus performs Miracles all by saying the Omnific word.

The only problem is no one is sure how to pronounce it! The omnific word of course at least everything that I’ve read indicates that it is the holy name of God. His name being so sacred that the Hebrews only used abbreviations or initials for His name. Over time it came to be known as Yahweh or Jehovah. Even I was taught that as a kid but both those names are wrong . It’s the acceptable pronunciation because you’re not supposed to say the holy and sacred name and it’s becomes a secret a mystery that Moses knew and shared with his people only.

Well according to these esoteric and secret writings like the gospel of the Holy twelve ,the gospel of St Thomas ,the Aquarian Gospel of Jesus and the Book of Yeshua, Jesus taught people to say within their soul (another words not out loud) the omnific word the holy name of God, in order to perform all these miracles healings and raising of the Dead. According to what I’ve read the Pharisees and the scribes took offense to Jesus teaching Christines the Christians to use God’s name to do these wondrous Deeds. Because of that they started to pass down secretly to only a select few the true pronunciation of God’s name. So that over time it was lost and only a Chosen Few even to this day know the true pronunciation and are permitted to use it!

What strikes me the most is that Jesus taught his pronunciation not just to the apostles, not just to his disciples, but to all the people in all the towns the cities in the nation’s that he visited. He taught these people how to use it to heal their own and pass it along. imagine knowing how to use it and being able to heal people. Being able to raise the Dead! Being able to perform miracles to help one another.

So I’ve been reading articles- there’s a lot and listening to hours of audio about these hidden and sacred texts that are not included in the Holy Bible.

No one can be sure at least that’s the great mystery but Jesus said : “If you seek you shall find nothing is hidden that won’t be revealed.” So several Scholars claim to have known the correct pronunciation. Most agree that it is spelled Yehovah. Pronounced Yah-who-wah.

Keeping that in mind you can’t just say the name to yourself. Jesus corrected some disciples who are not able to heal just by saying the God’s name in prayer. Jesus told him that they had to praise God’s name glorify him and then say the omnific word. Several other times when Jesus did create miracles it’s recorded that He said to God : “Make powerful your word!”

Also prevalent, Jesus made it very clear and there’s a Common Thread to a lot of these teachings that we ourselves as a part of God because we are made in God’s image, we ourselves have the ability to heal ourselves and to heal others with our thoughts. Our thoughts have to be focused on the good on everything good and on God because all good things come from God.

Jesus made a point state that our thoughts do become things. How often have you read that? How many of the Unity masters have stated that? Jesus drove this point home many times. Also reiterating that we ourselves have the ability to move mountains. We can if we focus on the good, do not hold grudges with any one, praise and glorify God and inwardly correctly pronounce the Omnific word – God’s true name. (If only we knew how)!

I promise if I decipher how to say it, the correct formula or procedure to communicate directly with God to get prayers answered, miracles performed, the sick healed and the dead resurrected, I will share this with everyone with ears to listen!

I encourage those seeking to review all of these hidden texts. God is trying to communicate with us. Jesus is trying to teach us. Let’s make a pact now uncover these secrets and share with each other. Let’s live our lives to our potential, the way God intended for his people.

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The Gospel Of St. Thomas…How To Apply It?

What strange power do we have locked within us? Were these powers wiped clean from are memories at birth? How exactly can we access these powers?

These questions are just the tip of the iceberg. I’ve scoured the web. Either the articles are mostly focused on the archaeological findings of the Dead Sea Scrolls, or, vultures honing in on anti-organized religion. As for me, I am
fascinated with the real “moving of mountains.” I did find a few posts video or otherwise, that tapped the vein of these mysteries. If you haven’t read the Gnostic Gospel of St. Thomas, now is the time! I was hesitant at first. Why rock the boat? But, once I realized that text was about realizing your potential and the God Given power in all of us (if only we knew how to use it!) I was enthralled.

Please read The Gospel Of St. Thomas now….

If you’ve read it please continue with my blog. I’ve already figured out a few things. First, what I call Christian Indifference. By that, I cast off any concerns, wants, needs by affirming that, I will give it to God (once!) and then let it go, firmly believing that whatever it is – will be done. Period.
This system works.

I understand that we are beings from God’s light. This means we are part of God. Knowing that, what was said secretly to Thomas? What possibly did Christ tell him that would provoke a stoning from the other Apostles? Christ did say that we (or at the very least the Apostles) are capable of greater miracles than any He performed. Do we have the innate ability to manifest miracles? All we need is the faith of a mustard seed, to ask in His name, and cast our cares upon his shoulders. Is that the secret? Have we forgotten due to the fall?

Think about meditation. Jesus said to go in your closet and pray privately. In this way you focus. He also reminded not to repeat. Again, say what is on your mind and let it go. These tidbits I have strung together in effort for cohesion. I really believe this is all relative to unsolving this mystery.

I’m attempting in increments, small experiments to test my theories. If and when, things I’ve thought or prayed for come to pass, I hope to share with all.

Without any doubt, when I have thought in passing about a need or desire, sure enough, it materializes in three days maximum. I need to master this process for the huge needs and wants! I’m trying and I will report back!

I welcome any thoughts on this perplexing and fascinating topic! Please leave a comment. Thank you!

Faith, Hope and Christian Indifference; the secret to answered prayer?


Recently I received a lesson concerning the TRUE definition and distinction between faith and hope. I assumed they went hand and hand. Well, they shouldn’t! Here’s why. Faith is action. Act on faith and just know that God has your back. In other words just do it, God will assist. Hope on the other hand, entails you waiting on God. Praying for his intersession, waiting for his response.

Which brings me to what I call Christian Indifference.
This is a term I use to define casting off your cares or needs to God –
without concern of a favorable outcome. Que Sera sera. No more begging, pleading, praying for nor holding onto that ‘must have’ answer. In fact,
Christian Indifference happens after the breaking point. The disappointment,
the suffering, the grief. And it works!

Give your burdens; problems and stress to God. Confess your sins to God and priest. Cast out all evil in your life, home, possessions, workplace, pets, etc., in the name of Jesus Christ. Resolve that your good will come to you. No more constant worry. Your good comes. Then forget it. Let it just happen. Know that with Christian Indifference good comes!

Start your day confident. The evil has passed. Be assured that great times are arriving. One way or another your needs are met. God has listened, act on your need or prayer and be assured that God is with you. No need to pray again. This is Christian Indifference.